"i don't trust u"
one single message from u changed everything
U trusted me when ur overseas
but
u dont trust me when u're back in Singapore
wth !
About Me
Showing posts with label frusturation. Show all posts
Showing posts with label frusturation. Show all posts
Jun 7, 2009
:: trust ::
"i don't trust u"
one single message from u changed everything
U trusted me when ur overseas
but
u dont trust me when u're back in Singapore
wth !
Apr 30, 2009
:: On doing my part and moved on with life ::
What i have done for the past few days ( since i got back from Bangkok to be exact )
- I was so busy with Al Ansar maulid preparation, one of my student are selected to make a presentation for the maulid and i was appointed to guide her . Mariam did a good job , and im proud of her .
- Had a very fruitful meeting with mega express communication .
- An eye opening meeting with tarmizi , once he was a low profile, average and invisible student at aljunied , now he's totally changed, more outspoken , confident . hope to work with u more on our upcoming projects .
- Had a very long chit chat cum supper session with kak yati, kak ita, abg sani husain and his wife at simpang bedok . its been a long time since i met them, tak lama sgt la, the last time is when i watched taukey wayang a musical.
- i missed my bestfriend's fiance birthday celebration due to work commitment , Happy Birthday Dedek !
- My schedule for may until july is fully packed, i have more than 4 events to oraganise , alot of planning , organising, and hiring to be done , currently looking for models can commit with me for 4 days in may and a certified cosmoprof makeup artist .
- Not been attending gym session for a week now , by the time i finished all my work, im too tired to run at the treadmill .
-wrote a confession note.some people might think that what i did is a bit desperate , but i see it as a way for me to release my stress and my wild thoughts that been hunting me since last year , i don't have the courage to penned everything that i felt at first, but after gathering so much guts , i did it ! , i penned every single thoughts and feeling that i had since last year. and i felt a HUGE relieve , yes a huge relieved ! , now i am more productive at work , giving more focus at upcoming projects . i told myself that i dont mind what is the outcome , but still deep inside i was hoping that i wont be experiencing any ""excruciating pain"" outcome . i know that i wont be able to survive another "pain" .
- Had a nice dinner at my favourite place Badoque with someone who-is-potentially-to-be-mr-right-according-to-my-mum , but not to me . ok, im not being choosy, i have my reasons .
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- I was so busy with Al Ansar maulid preparation, one of my student are selected to make a presentation for the maulid and i was appointed to guide her . Mariam did a good job , and im proud of her .
- Had a very fruitful meeting with mega express communication .
- An eye opening meeting with tarmizi , once he was a low profile, average and invisible student at aljunied , now he's totally changed, more outspoken , confident . hope to work with u more on our upcoming projects .
- Had a very long chit chat cum supper session with kak yati, kak ita, abg sani husain and his wife at simpang bedok . its been a long time since i met them, tak lama sgt la, the last time is when i watched taukey wayang a musical.
- i missed my bestfriend's fiance birthday celebration due to work commitment , Happy Birthday Dedek !
- My schedule for may until july is fully packed, i have more than 4 events to oraganise , alot of planning , organising, and hiring to be done , currently looking for models can commit with me for 4 days in may and a certified cosmoprof makeup artist .
- Not been attending gym session for a week now , by the time i finished all my work, im too tired to run at the treadmill .
-wrote a confession note.some people might think that what i did is a bit desperate , but i see it as a way for me to release my stress and my wild thoughts that been hunting me since last year , i don't have the courage to penned everything that i felt at first, but after gathering so much guts , i did it ! , i penned every single thoughts and feeling that i had since last year. and i felt a HUGE relieve , yes a huge relieved ! , now i am more productive at work , giving more focus at upcoming projects . i told myself that i dont mind what is the outcome , but still deep inside i was hoping that i wont be experiencing any ""excruciating pain"" outcome . i know that i wont be able to survive another "pain" .
- Had a nice dinner at my favourite place Badoque with someone who-is-potentially-to-be-mr-right-according-to-my-mum , but not to me . ok, im not being choosy, i have my reasons .
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Mar 27, 2009
:: why ? why ? why ? ::
He cheated on you,
U stayed faithful to him
He scolded U infront of ur friends
U just keep quiet
He asked u to abort the baby
U followed his instruction
He strangled U while u are sleeping
U forgive Him
Is this what u called love ?
Bullshit !
Jadi pompan jangan jadi bodoh !
U stayed faithful to him
He scolded U infront of ur friends
U just keep quiet
He asked u to abort the baby
U followed his instruction
He strangled U while u are sleeping
U forgive Him
Is this what u called love ?
Bullshit !
Jadi pompan jangan jadi bodoh !
Mar 15, 2009
:: on losing all the important stuff ::
From my observation , it seems that i've lost / misplaced a lot of thing lately , last week i misplaced my atm , ezlink and my makeup bag , and i'm still looking for my HDD which is very important , thousands of pictures are stored there .
And guess what , today , i just realised that my passport and airline itenary are missing too !! %&$**# ! , and the trip its going to be next month !!!! , i've deleted the itenary that the airline emailed me !, ( ok , i know, i shoudnt delete it ) , i realy really hope Am still have it , i did email him the tix ? did i ? seriously , if i dont , abis ar ...
Nasib baik tix for the play at voctoria theater is still with Am , kalau tak , itu pon hilang
What is happening to me ? am i too tied up with stuff until i misplaced all important things ??
Am i going to lose my mind next ?
And guess what , today , i just realised that my passport and airline itenary are missing too !! %&$**# ! , and the trip its going to be next month !!!! , i've deleted the itenary that the airline emailed me !, ( ok , i know, i shoudnt delete it ) , i realy really hope Am still have it , i did email him the tix ? did i ? seriously , if i dont , abis ar ...
Nasib baik tix for the play at voctoria theater is still with Am , kalau tak , itu pon hilang
What is happening to me ? am i too tied up with stuff until i misplaced all important things ??
Am i going to lose my mind next ?
Mar 11, 2009
Mar 1, 2009
Jan 15, 2009
Jan 13, 2009
:: parts of life ::
I'm not trying to be "sensative " or " unreasonable"
I don't mind if im not a part of anything
But when u count me in as "sisters" or "bestfriend"
I guess i have every right and deserve to know what is going on
I don't mind if im not a part of anything
But when u count me in as "sisters" or "bestfriend"
I guess i have every right and deserve to know what is going on
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