:: post engagement party ::

Date : 30 August 2008
Venue : Somewhere around town area
Featuring :
The Newly Engaged : Shira & Faizal
The Happily Married : Ida & Tsaqib
The Loving Couple : Nurul & Izhar
The Single & Available : Hambali , Mai & Shefa



Seniman Jalanan

The loving couple

we enjoyed ourselves until 430am in the morning

:: shahirah & faizal's engagement ::

Took a half day off on friday from work to spent times with bestie,Shira , faiza, and am (hambali ), went to "kampung collection" to pick up the engagement dress for shira and off we went to Keppel Bay tower, HTC service centre to sent am's phone and proceed Vivocity for late lunch. There was alot of last minute preparations to be done, and we are rushing most of the time ! and the nite ends quiet late for us .

On saturday morning , me, am and Siti (am's sister ) were there at the bride's place, she lives @ bukit panjang, i've been thur and fro bukit panjang for the past 3 days , nasib baik ade supir yg bernama am !, hahah ,

Am start to work his magic touch on shira ard 1030 am , and siti being a manicurist was very patience with shira's "tak boleh diam" attitude .

Just before zohor all the transformation was done, let all the pictures do the talking !

:: Historical History ::

Years had passed
but its just refresh all the memory
taking step at a time

:: Super Sick Spirit ::

To know something is wrong with me is scary
Its even worst when it not mentally or physically BUT Spiritually
By just revealing my name, and she knows EVERYTHING

:: pre engagement chill outs ::

:: i am ::

thanks for the negatives
and
thanks for the positives
it really makes me stronger

:: refraining myself from getting PHD ::

all the constant reading of M5 is getting me depressed
the sight of that book really pissed me off
i even purposely asked my maid to keep the book away from me

been busy thru out the whole week
and going to have another busy week ahead



had a great time with besties
all the conflicts and jealousy issues are solved , i guess


zara is on 50% sale
G2000 is on 70% sale
charles & keith on 50% sale
the only thing that keeping me away from shopping is work !

Im really here
all nite dreaming
i cant tell dream from true
its been so long
since i have since u
i can hardly remember ur face anymore
but its just a soothing feeling when i saw u
when i saw that smile
its all coming back
and believe me
i really did tried
to be a better one .

:: Jealousy is still a mental cancer in our society ::

What happen dis past week has really opened my eyes
Backstabbing issue is a never ending story
Jealousy is still a mental cancer
Being an hypocrite will not solve anything
Ignoring and bitching about each other will not solve any problem
Fear of not being accepted in a group is still a major problem
Just when i thought , i had everything
Problem arises
Hatred is still there
Even after school days are over.

:: i don't care ::

its not about ego
i dont care who u are
i dont care what u did
seriouly , i don't care
so people , stop judging !

:: Blessed ::

Aku sangkakan harapan selembut impian
Yang menguliti tidur insan
Kiranya kehidupan tidak sedemikian
Goyah hatiku oleh kenyataan
Tak harus kuturuti kelemahan diri
Tak daya bertahan diuji
Lalu aku mengumpulkan semula kekuatan
Berlandaskan keimanan...


had a very busy week
M5 is surely killing me bit by bit
i found the true meaning of friendship
thanks to them
im blessed to have friends like u gals
i really appreciate it

:: forgive & forget ....not ::

accidentally stumbled upon her profile

they are getting married less than 9 months

to be honest , im very upset

im not a forgiving person

as i said in the email , i will never forgive and forget

and i really hope he will get what he deserve.

:: 08.08.08 ::

suddenly , i remembered how it felt to be lonely again

I know i get over it

I've been thru it before

and i will get thru it this time

They will never understand

They will never stop talking

They will never stop assuming

and No One Will Ever Understand