:: what goes around comes around ::

He likes me
i ignored him
now
i liked him
but he ignored me

:: Numerolgy Reading ::

Your creativity and originality appeal to men who are looking for someone a little unusual to become romantically involved with. Your wit and charm, as well as the wealth of information you have to share on a variety of topics, are also big points in your favor when it comes to men.

You sometimes might have the tendency to give too deeply and too intensely, however. People could take advantage of you and leave you high and dry. This could lead to feelings of loneliness and jealousy if you're thwarted or hurt in any way.

The good news is, you aren't down for long! You bounce back from romantic setbacks and are willing to try again.





Someone did my calculation during my lunch meeting , and i googled it, and it seems accurate .

Don't get me wrong, im just doing it for fun !

:: personal thoughts ::

a very painful reality will set in soon
my feelings are numbed already
maybe i should go on with what is planned for me

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:: why ? why ? why ? ::

He cheated on you,
U stayed faithful to him

He scolded U infront of ur friends
U just keep quiet

He asked u to abort the baby
U followed his instruction

He strangled U while u are sleeping
U forgive Him

Is this what u called love ?
Bullshit !

Jadi pompan jangan jadi bodoh !

:: a fruitful meetings ::

Yesterday meeting with the bridal shop owner is a very fruitful one, i learned a lot about business . and really looking forward for our bridal showcase

:: I guess I loved U ::

This is the reason i'm so hooked up this song, besides the meaningful lyrics , i've heard her sang this song live @ my aunt's kitchen ! and im totally in love with it

:: how many of ur friends who stay with u through up and downs of life ? ::

I can actually count how many of my friends who stays with me through all the hardship i went through , and the numbers are less than 5 , seriously , I'm known to have a lot of friends , but the one i can really trust , who i can really rely on when I'm penniless , or someone who constantly checked on me when i heartbroken , are only few .

Today , i realized there are friends who only want to have "fun" with you , they will give full commitment to something that will give them joy and excitement , but when it comes to hardship , helping each other , to be a listening ears to troubled friends , they will avoid , they will disappear when u are at the lowest point of your life .

And there are friends who will stick to u no matter what happens , either you are rich or poor, stupid, clumsy , these are the friends that i've been with through out these years .


Not forgetting friends who only make use of you , financially and physically . these people memang tak patut di hargai and harus di tinggalkan segera , or it will be a virus to ur life .


As i promised someone, my 25th birthday will be a turning point in my life , i should eliminate them who makes use of me , stay with the ones who has proven their sincerity in friendship , to pursue my dream and move on with life .

:: I guess I loved U ::

::personalthots::

all i can say now is

"wak lu"

p.s : this has nothing to do with family, work or hobby, its purely about friendship.....

:: when she came to town day 2 ::

Not much was done today , except for mengemok kan diri with buffalo wings and shepherd pie, and mug-mugs of coffee . A mini acapella song from keris patih by kak ah for all the other cousins , autograph signing session, but its not fair, she wont sign mine, she said i was merepek , chet !

Told her about "taukey wayang" theater , but she will see her schedule if she can make it . I didn't know that am was a big fan of kak ah , i tot am was more to cik siti's fan .

Went to esplanade to see sexy Mr Brian Mcknight

Tot of makan tulang at beach road, but she afraid that it will stain her braices , takut gigi merah kak ? hahah , she going to appear at Zoom in this sunday at TV2

Had supper at Zam Zam

Most probly will spent time with her again tomorrow before she head back to KL .

:: when she came to town ::

Yesterday , a very close family friend came to town , its been a year i last met her during "Music -Music " finals competition singing her hit song "sembunyi" . This is not her first visit to singapore, her last show her is 2-3 years back when she perform duet with M. Nasir @ esplanade. Ok she the one and only misha omar .

So yesterday, she came to singapore as " kak ah " not misha , my aunt fetched from the airport and they proceed to taka for breakfast and i met them for coffee , we had a very long chat at starbucks wisma , talking about life experience , up and downs of life , about she telling me to persue my dreams and go all out for what i believe in, and of course,ade nangis2 session which is also known as "neng yatimah session" . We proceed to Lucky plaza to find her a hair wig , she needed it for her upcoming shows ,i encountered my first experience to see when an artist got ambushed by fans , but to me is more like "tailong mintak hutang " , we were walking and talking and suddenly a young lady just grab kak ah's hand and pull her aside, i was shocked at first , but u have to see kak ah's face, lagi shocking !, hahaha, and reality hits me, that im actually walking with a public figure .

Another funny incident happened when we took the "singapore duck tour" , we bought the tix as Malaysian, but when we rode the "duck" we told the tour guide that were are from philippines , its kak Ah's idea, because the tour guide is a malay, but again, siapa tak kenal misha omar kan , so the tour guide came to us and asked, kak ah denied it at first, but bila finish the tour, she meet that tour giude and confessed ,of course, the tour guide pon excited ar .

We had our dinner at marina , and observe the sunset from the open space at the food court, its soo beautiful, then came dian to join us for dinner. At first we planned to bring her to arab street , to experience the atmosphere there but again ..... kene ambushed lagik

around 9 we went to starbucks near orchard hotel for coffee.this time, cik nyen and cik ashar also joined us .

we went to hard rock cafe around 11pm to watch kumar's show , pecah perut k , should watch it again, we did enjoy our nite.

Today going to be another day, we going to "masak-masak", one of our family traditions, might be cooking buffalo wings and shepherd's pie , and going to watch, Brian Mcknight concert tonite with the aunties and kak ah .

p/s : didn't take many pictures because i felt unappropriate to take her pictures for personal gain .

:: me ? ::

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days.
I own lots of handbags ansd shoes.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to watch movie.
I an thai +eurasion+malay+chinese = rojak blood.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse all the time
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my tissue everywhere with me.
I’m totally smart. ( self confession )
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I hate sushi. especially sushi in Hong Kong
I always think negative.
I have long hair.
I have a crush in New Zealand.
I have 6 sibling.
I have worn eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t live without internet
I dont like the way I look.
I don't like to share my birthday with others, if u have the same birthday as me , GO & GET UR OWN SETS OF FRIENDS and celebrate.
I have a lot of mood swings. very bad moodswings
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in facebook
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.because they made my life miserable
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch desprate houswevies on daily basis
I clean from " night entertainment" for nearly 1 year now.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m allergic to prawn.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 5 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that i have no appearance
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. ( just laugh out loud )
I love to read budiey.com.
Raya is awesome but hate to answer questions.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I’m obsessed with guys (on TV).
I study for tests most of the time.
I love to wear high heels
I ever sacrifice high heels for a jackass, stupid kan.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot in the office.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I hate the sea.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I took better pictures when im depressed
I worked at restaurant before.
I love office jobs.
I hate sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses from my dad .
I fall for the worst people.
I hate bright colours.
I have a multiple personality disorder
I don’t know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can go and watch movie alone.
I have ridden a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I always have dejavu dreams
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
walking alone with a tripod and camera is a brilliant past-time.
I have eurasion blood.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I can travel alone
I only clean my room when necessary.
I deeply in huge crush with my ex
I love being happy..
I am an adrenaline junkie

::randomthoughts::

i thought its going to be different this year
but i guess nothing special will happen
just like the same old days

:: randomthoughts::

I can't help myself feeling disappointed
its no one fault
i just have to wait for nature to takes its course
Bad experience has taught us to be more careful
or maybe its just not meant to be ?
or am i expecting too much ?

:: on losing all the important stuff ::

From my observation , it seems that i've lost / misplaced a lot of thing lately , last week i misplaced my atm , ezlink and my makeup bag , and i'm still looking for my HDD which is very important , thousands of pictures are stored there .

And guess what , today , i just realised that my passport and airline itenary are missing too !! %&$**# ! , and the trip its going to be next month !!!! , i've deleted the itenary that the airline emailed me !, ( ok , i know, i shoudnt delete it ) , i realy really hope Am still have it , i did email him the tix ? did i ? seriously , if i dont , abis ar ...

Nasib baik tix for the play at voctoria theater is still with Am , kalau tak , itu pon hilang

What is happening to me ? am i too tied up with stuff until i misplaced all important things ??

Am i going to lose my mind next ?

:: randomthoughts ::

being the eldest doesnt mean i have to sacrifice every single thing
Just because he's closer to me , i should be bring him to meet clients or hang out with my friends ?
for goodness sake, he have other 4 older siblings
stop putting all responsibilities at me
i had enough!

:: So What ! ::

::randonpictures::

:: arrgghhh ::

i lost my 300gig Hard Disk !!
and there are thousands of pictures stored there !

::havingsomeone whohavethesamemindsetasme::

:: Miss Mai :: says:
seriously, i cant understand guys

..... says:
hahahaaa!

..... says:
u actually dun understand tat particular person...

:: Miss Mai :: says:
i dont know for u lar kan , but all the guys around me , so complicated

..... says:
ahahaha gals pon....

..... says:
super complicated

:: Miss Mai :: says:
u dont understand that particular person

:: Miss Mai :: says:
hahahahahah !

..... says:
hahahahahaha see, senang je jawapan nye

......says:
cuma skeptical nye lelaki akan salahkan pompan....so the other party

:: Miss Mai :: says:
define how complicated girls are ?

..... says:
alah pokok nye susah lah paham............

What we have gone through made us what we are now

::keepingthefaith::

I believe I’ll make it this time.




did i ever mention this 8 months ago ?

::randomthoughts::

i have so many pictures to edit
and many edited pictures to be posted here
but i don't have the urge to post it !

pictures to posted :

-syira's 23th birthday celebration
-Wedding card outdoor photoshoot

::randomthoughts::

how about ten ten ten ?

not too far , not too near

nice combination

::randomthoughts::

it's not the profession that im worried about

i'm worried about what people might say

:: for U ::

::randomthoughts::

sometimes kan , it doesnt really matters what happened , what matter the most is how u appreciate someone and ingat of them.

bukan mcm kacang lupa kan kulit , kan ? kan ? kan ?

:: Happy Birthday Shirot ::

Happy 23rd Birthday dearest !
Thanks for being the most understanding, concern, loving, caring and the most importantly, keypoh friend to me .

Love ,
Miss Mai

:: the day when we got shira cried for no reason ::

i had a very long day yesterday , had lunch and chill out with huda , it has been a very long time since we spent time together , the last time is when we went to Jakarta , nearly a year ago . it feels good, i miss those time when only u and me that matters.

After 4 hours chilling out at coffee club, we proceed to civic center for our weekly meet-ups with the others , a lot of things need to be updated , we are looking forward to many events these years, wedding, engagements, flea markets, holidays, and more other important stuff . Huda & i are going to have a very packed weekends, we got several things to settle before Huda's big day , we need to be prepared tfor the big day ! i guess shira is just frusturated wanted to know our plans for the weekends , she has always being "everything-she-must-know-must-particiapte" type of person got so frusturated ( i guess ) until she actually cried for no reason !, ahahaha ! , She must be frusturated because for THE FIRST TIME we managed to keep a secret from her , i know u will be read my blog, takpe la babe, u going to have ur hawai theme chalet , enjoy ur birthday babe ! , and sorry for not celebrating your birthday on tomorrow , we will celebrate ur birthday next year K !

:: bodoh punya pompan ::

i just don't understand why some ladies, just besarkan their boyfriend
for goodness sake, he is not your husband or your fiance
think about yourself first , idiot !

:: randompictures ::

:: Happy Birthday Ibu ::

thanks for being the best mother ever

:: the shrek ::

isn't he lovely

If i knew im going to end my day with a broken heart

i shouldn't have come


another reason for me to leave