:: dia buat lagi !!!! ::

To Whom It May Concern

Dont tell me wat time to go home
Dont ask me where am i
Dont tell me that im spending too much time with my friends
Dont tell me that im spending too much time with my sisters
Dont tell me that im spending too much time reading
Dont tell me that im sleeping too much

I have my own priorities

My Family
My Sisters
My Best Friends
My Girls @ SGH
My studies
My shoes
My night life

Cant you see that ur not on the list ?!?!

so stop telling me wat to do !

Dont forget ,
u cheated on me with a 200 pound-tak lawa-not sexy-fat-curly hair like maggi mee-women
so now, i dont trust you

Dont forget ,
if nak fikir tu biar pakai akal bukan nafsu

:: peaceful ::

i can still remember the feeling when i went to dis place
so quiet , peace and fresh air
its really a stress reliever
from the picture, u can see how peaceful the place is

:: Super Single Behaviour ::

Super Single Behaviour

yes, i do enjoy my singlehood
i can simply decide everything by myself
boleh bangun lambat
boleh tido lambat

hmmm

Lonely?
yes, sometimes, maybe once in a blue moon, bila no fren to watch movie, when no one to talk to

Frusturated ?
yes, only when i received "kad saman" from my junior or got to noe my frens dah ade anak
or when i hear dis "bila kau nak kawin? takkan nak belajar jer ?" or when ade orang pandai pandai matchmake me with someone who i dont even noe he existed.

Enjoy ?
yes, no curfew, i can go where i want,
i can plan my holiday anytime
when i can do everything that i want !
spa ,manicure , pedicure,movie , chill out

So
Married, engaged or attached friends
stop telling me to get married
im simply enjoying myself
:D

:: sanah helwa ya habibati !! ::

Sanah Helwa YA Habibati !!!
To my dearest Blossom and Baby Nur
Semoga di panjang kan umur
Dimurahkan Rezeki
Disenangkan Perjalanan Dalam Menuntut Ilmu
I love dearest sister, lillah
** Hugs **

Friends Forever Photoshoot

:: Simply Us ::

My Best Friends
Us having Dinner together
no no, that is not my kids, itu anak saeidah ok !!

i love.....

GODIVA rasberry chocolate ice blend
i love it.......

unpredictable mood swing

my unpredictable mood swing

dis morning when i wake up, i felt sooo mendak, so wat i did is i cancel my tuition , so went back to sleep until tengah hari buta, so i tot by the time i wake up , my mood will get better, but its getting worse and worse, the house was messy, so all my brothers kene torture kemas rumah, takde orang berani nak jawab, muahaha

Later ard 4pm , after reading some lecture notes , i tot of going out for a drink, kopi bean or starbuck, tapi hujan, again my mood dah ruined, ( i tk salahkan hujan tau, tapi ni semua nasib )
so apa lagi, i tido la sampai magrib.

After magrib i decided to upload some pics that i took yesterday, while uploading the picture, i accidentally tercabut the cable, haiz.....ntah camne ntah BANYAK picture hilang !!, makin bad mooooooood

so today i most of the time i locked myself in room and sleep

and im thinking, wats wrong with me

my mood swing really effect my siblings and all people around me

i think kan, i might used all my good mood yesterday

so there is no more good mood for today

new lecturer

"miss mai, can u sit infront here ?"
of couse, no problem ( dis time i masih baik ar )


"miss mai , do u noe wat is new paper ?"
yes, i read it everyday ( answer with a smiling face )


"miss mai, how many pens do u need in ur pencil case ?"
more than 10 i guess , ( ni i dah start nak get irritated )


"miss mai , why do u need so much pens?"
(staring at his face ) because i like to write


"miss mai, do u chat online ??"
( look at him mcm dah tak kuasa nak jawab ) yes, every nite , do u want my email add, incase u want to chat with me ( ni i dah start sarcastic )


"miss mai , r u chinese ??"
(my classmate dah ketawa2,), nope, im not chinese


"miss mai, do u noe who is goh chok tong?"
of course

"miss mai, do u noe who is lee kuan yew?"
of course la !! ( tahap kesabaran ku di uji )

"miss mai, wat do u noe who is mahatma ghandi?"
ouuuu, yeah, i noe, i saw him act in a tamil film, he's cute, botak rite??
( haha!, member terus terdiam, dia tau i dah boring nak jawab , but lepas tu, i jawab la betul2, i noe sapa mahatma ghandi )



i guess there is alot more question psl miss mai...... yg i tak tulis kat sini

5 hours of lecture is simply too much,
so after break , i cabut !!, migraine !!

parah ar.....

12 more session of lecture with mr nair until 4 october, fuuuhh~~

dis is wat happen when u come early to class !

to genaa, elnore, kevin, wayne, diyana and louise
thanks for making fun of me , i noe u all really enjoyed it !!

less than 2 months

exam is just around the corner, less than 7 weeks
dis mean that my ticket privilage pon expire less than 7 weeks
i need to use my tix asap
tapi nak gi mana??
any suggestion ??

Eid Biladi

Today, Singapore celebrate 42 years of independence, basically i spent the whole day at home doing household chores ( boy, i sounded like a housewife ) , marking rosyth primary 6 test paper and of course study for my exams.

by ard 4pm, im totally alone @ home, lazing around watching cerita mama at vasantham central, at the same time, watching grey's anatomy and chatting at my lappy, marking test paper...woahh, i can really multi task....

towards the end of the NDP , i baru teringat yang last year, i celebrate national day @ malaysia, i can still remember, singapore student walking around the campus wearing red and white, guys with white shirt and red tie, and a red jubah for the women and a white tudung, very patriotic kan !! , and its unbelievable when im one of them, ( i think kan, at that time , i mesti tgh rindu banget nak balik sg ) , after class singapore student gather at the conference room, to celebrate national day by singing some song, ( lagu rakyat, kwang kwang kwang ), pledge, makan2, and try to get connection to see national day parade, and of course i can still remember how my frens and i really miss singapore at that time.



i guess , when u were born and raised in singapore , u will feel how much u miss ur country when ur travelling , i've travel to many countries before, but everytime the fun of travelling is over i will start to miss singapore badly.. wanting to return as soon as possible , i even had a bad time adapting myself in malaysia, i can still remember how i will compare and complaint bout everything, and sometimes if tak tahan sangat, i will cry

yes, sometime i feel that , there is nothing that singapore can offer me
( bukan sometimes ar, i think all the time )

but

in dis small island,



where all my frens and family live

and people make mistakes .....

Nov 06 : im sorry bout wat happen, it beyond my control .....benda nak jadi, apa i boleh buat......

April 07 : how long r u going to torture me, people make mistakes u noe, sedangkan nabi ampun kan umat, takkan u cannot forgive me.

i just hate it when people used that line, yes, people do make mistakes, kita ni semua bukan la ma'sum, semua buat kesilapan but sebelum buat mistakes tu tak boleh ke pakai akal fikiran untuk berfikir sama ade benda yang nak di buat tu betul ke salah, some mistake di lakukan dengan tidak sengaja, ok la itu boleh la di maafkan, tapi tengok jugak reason, but mistakes yg boleh dielakkan tapi tetap berlaku juga, dont tell me mistake is part of fate, allah kasi manusia otak untuk berfikir, if everything goes menurut fate, then manusia tak perlu belajar, kerje, or berusaha, sebab dah fate pe.. memang allah dah tentukan jodoh, rezeki, ajal dan maut.. but kita tetap perlu berusaha and GUNAKAN AKAL FIKIRAN. and FYI, i bukan nabi, saya hanya la seorang hamba yang sendiri banyak buat dosa, so i need to think before dapat memaafkan seseorang.

alwan

"RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
- yeap, since last year

2. Which of your family members has the
worst temper?
- ME !!

3. Have you ever thrown something at
anyone?
- always !, i think

4. Is anyone mad at you?
- so far, no one

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name?
- Mai

2. What is your career plan for the
future?
- get out from singapore and work overseas

3. What's your main goal in life?
- happiness .

4. Do you want to have children?
- of course !!

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise
party for you?
- yepp :)

2. If you won a million dollars, what
would be your first thought?
- beli keperluan saje :p , ya rite, i will buy shoeeeees and holidayyyy !!!!

3. If you could have anything right now
what would it be?
- that person !

GREEN IS OPINION
1. Lower the drinking age?
- no !

2. Abortion?
- no wayy .

3. War?
- peace, dude :)

4. Global Warming?
- hmmph .

PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: How many beds did you lay in today?
- 1 .

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
- black .

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
- sleep

Q: What website(s) do you visit the
most
- friendster, blogspot. hotmail

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
- nopey

hey ! , i need a complete picture of us, Baby nur is always missing .... we need to have another photoshoot urgently !!

i just want u to noe

i can tell u everything
i can act normally araound u
i can show u my true colours

u are a secret sharer
u are a great consultant
u are a comfort giver

we give each other great advice
we help each other thru up and downs
we give each other make up tips
we shop for each other
we dont compliment each other

i begin to realise
how much u care for me
i maybe the most upredictable-attitude-arrogant-women
but all of u can tolerate me
you know as well as i do

All of you will always piut in a special place in my heart
As my best friend
But most of all
As a sister of mine
and i need all of you
Till the day i die

dedicated to my sister, blossom, tedd, pink and baby nur