Cupcakes !!!

lawa tak? hehe

my last message for u .... and stop botherng me again

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
Theres no one here

Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when theres no one around
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star

Ive always been in love with you
I guess youve always known its true
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where youre breaking my heart
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown

Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played
No more masquerade, youre one lonely star
one lonely star and you dont know who you are
Say good-bye [All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
But how was I to know which way the story go
How was I to know youd break

You break my heart
Ive always been in love with you

-- .. ME .. --

suka- suka jer letak gambar...

so tgk je la k

them....

My Lovely Girls

Nurul Thahirah

Nur Saudatul Farah

Nurul Tsurayah

Saidah and Tsaqib

Ami......

important people in my life

im enjoying every single moment i spent with u guys

thanks for all the concern and support

tak sabar nak jumpa korang besok !!!

zaman cute...

Ibrahim, Huzali, Fitri
Dis pic, time dorg about kindergaten level
now semua dah besar- besar, tak cute lagi
i miss those time when the 3 of them were kids..
i love them alot
Brothers,
if u reading dis, i just want u to noe, i love u very much, walaupun korang selalu kene marah , i think almost everyday, but apa kakak buat its for ur own good, love u all dearly...

my dad

someone i respect

someone who loves me very much

someone who always by my side

i will miss u badly

infact sekarang jer i dah miss him(padahal my dad on night shift)

Love u Ayah

korang nak aku update kan, amik ni....

Now im officially

- dont care for other people
- OUT FROM everybody life
- wanted to be the person i was before

Confession....

im happy with the way i am now, and now i noe kenapa, some people doesnt want to be rapat with me lagi, maybe because i ni takde berduit, stupid, and i think im offically out from their list of VIP, tak pe, tak kisah, asal kan korg happy sudah, i maybe cakap i tak kisah dgn dorg semua , but deep inside, im deeply hurt, but gi mampos la, starting from now, i wont care for others, i will onli care for people who amik berat bout me, kalau cakap pasal being a better muslimah, everybody have their own way of being a better muslimah, i think wat im doing is rite, because no one is hurt dengan tingkah laku i, yes, memang i now dah berubah banyak, makin out spoken, makin tak kisah bout other people's feeling, i think im happy doing dis, takde selindung2, no one can judge me sama ada im ni baik or kasi bad influence kat orang, dah besar pikir pakai otak sendiri.

Counting...

soon im going to be 23, less than a month, i dont expect apa2 from sesapa, sebab i have no one lagi, onli kan harap my family and cousins, will celebrating ami's birthday insyaALLAh on the 8 of april. wont be celebrating my birthday sebab i have school, and tuition at night, now my daily routine consist of tuition-school-tuition,paling2 watch movie with aisha and zaf, gi muhammadiyah, do couselling work, 4pm group meeting,merayap with cik noraini no more time nak gi duduk minum teh..maybe once or twice a month need to keluar dinner or breakfast with mummy.

Grade C ustazah....

firstly , i was given grade c because i ade only STE from MUIS, so consider tak bagus sgt la, takpe, i pon dont care , secondly, i never regard myself as an ustazah, sebab i dont feel like an ustazah pon, and sebab i tak layak di panggil ustazah, i tak kasi my student to call me ustazah time tuition or luar dari school, kalau kat school mesti la kan. Ustazah is just a gelaran jer, tidak membuat seseorang tu alim atau pon apa, dia pon manusia biasa, ade kelebiham and kekurangan....some people call me ustazah hip or ustazah clubbing, bukan sesuatu yang patut di banggakan, at least they noe yang i ni flexible, balance. tak perpura-pura like some people



Lastly.....

Dear Bloss, i do miss u also, hahah, dont worry k, i be a good girl, walaupun i dah tak rapat ngan u mcm dulu, tapi kalau apa2 important, u will be the first i inform k, love u and miss u girl



and to sesapa yang block me kat msn tu, tak yah la nak block2, cos i tau jugak korang online.....selamat uh korang...