:: jodoh ::

Jodoh ada tiga jenis jodoh.

Jodoh dari Syaitan… berkenalan, berpegangan tangan, buat maksiat, mengandung lalu bernikah.

Jodoh dari Jin… berkenalan, bertepuk sebelah tangan, lalu dibomoh dan disihirkan sebelah pihak sampai tunduk mengikut kemahuan lalu bernikah.

Jodoh dari Allah… cinta berputik, masuk meminang dan langsung bernikah,

:: against my willingnes ::

its true sometimes u need u to give in ..
but i guessed i gave to much in this friendship

:: a day to remember ::

To Angle's Photography
Thanks for the opportunity !

:: Sunday , 28 June 2009 ::

:: trust ::

"i don't trust u"

one single message from u changed everything

U trusted me when ur overseas

but

u dont trust me when u're back in Singapore

wth !

::updates ::

jalan cerita tak akan berubah ...........

July 2009


June 2010



eveything will go smoothly as planned , InsyaALLAH

:: Faizal's 23rd Birthday ::

Happy 23rd Birthday to Faizal !

:: Why ? ::

Friends are asking me why am i keep ignoring things happening around me ?
My answer :
will it change anything if i gave attention to it ?

Friends asking me about the bad rumors spreading about me ? Why i just keep quiet ?
My answer :
what can i do ? can it change someone perspective towards me ?

Friends asking me why i am always busy ?
My answer :
its better to get myself busy with productive things rather than doing nothing .

Friends asking me why am i getting too calculative with others ?
My answer :
If ur calculative me, then i will do the same thing .

:: extended mc ::

Being a hard headed person and can't stay at home type of person , after a few unsuccessful attempt to go out alone , i finally gather all the energy to make my way to Pasir Ris for a tuition session . By the time i reached Cik Ina's place , i felt really tired , and my nose start to bleed , seriosuly i didnt know the effect will be that bad ! . The kids told me that i looked very sick , and i have to call my cousin to fetch me because i just dont have the energy to travel home alone .

My second attempt to go out on my own was a successful , BUT tsaqib and saidah insisted to fetch me from home and make our way together to Arab street to celebrate yani's birthday . it was a fun night , usually gossips and juicy details , kids playing around , and the belly dancing show really makes my night , thanks to yana for celebrating yani, syahid and my birthday,walaupun dah due more than a month, im happy to celebrate my birthday with 2 of my favourite people !

On Sunday , i have a 3 hours long event , i tried not to show my sickness, but the clients notice it , they can see how bloated my face is , i didnt realised it until when i see it for myself , by then i know something was not right .... but i still proceed to Arab street to celebrate faizal's birthday and dinner with besties, it has been ages when i last saw them .

Went to Raffles hsopital , Dr Aw was shocked to see my face, and the high tempreture , he suspected that im allergic to one of the medication , after being tested and scope , yes the put a thin tube on my nose and push it in , my wound inside my nose, its not healing, it still bleeding, but its still in recovery process , total recovery will took around 3-4 weeks .

Here i am , blogging with a cool pack on my forehead, pale face and i looked like a confinement lady .... 2 more weeks before i can fully recover , insyaALLAH..