:: super cranky behaviour ::

Yes, ive been really frustrated these past weeks, pms ? maybe , but to some people , pms or not , im always cranky , but these week memang tops, im super cranky ! , maybe because im not getting enuff attention , or maybe im giving too much attention to others until i forget about my responsibilities and priorities .

Got the chance to meet up with bestfriends on monday , we chatted until 12am , its feels good when im able to vent out some of my "unhappy" thots about someone , about our friendship , about our spending behaviour , my girlfriends and i are labelled as "high class people" by some of our former classmates .

Meet up with besties again on wednesday to celebrate syefa's birthday , HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYEFA ! , hahaha, aku tahu, kau la peminat setia blog aku , had a fun time with them, as usual, dinner , then gossipping, but this time we did something very interesting , we played true & dare , but there is no dare involved, just plain truth . my friends do really grilled me on some issues which always have remain secret to myself, but i did confess a few issue, as for me ,i managed to asked all questions which always remain unasnwered about my friends , ladies, we shud do dis more often !!!

I just had a huge argument with someone i really thot was a nice person , i really thot that our discussion about certain topics are finished before hari raya , suprisingly, we msned each other today and he started the topic again, he insulted me for not showing a good example as a muslimah , he say is indirectly , but i understand what he meant , memang betul im from didikan madrasah , dia ingat if from madrasah jer , mesti jadi ustazah ?!? , cannot ade social life ?!? , tak boleh ade kawan lelaki ?!? tak boleh ade night life ???! , yes, memang i dari madrasah , memang belajar pasal hukum, tapi i dont practise most of it , and im not proud to say that k , i know i can be better than dis .
I know u will be reading dis , so pls dont judge me ! , awak tak kenal siapa saya , we only knew each other less than 2 mths , and its online online ! , im writing it here because i dont have the chance to defend myself tadi .

On people being backstabber and mulut tempayan , firstly, i really hate people with this behaviour , but i tried my best to understand this type of people , based on my observation , dis people really lead a pathetic life, takde kemajuan dalam hidup , and yang paling penting,tiada keriangan dalam kehidupan mereka , they lead their life like a time-table , they need STORIES to spice up their life and to socialise with other people . takpe la , biar apa orang nak cerita or buat mulut , yang penting, tak payah nak jadi artist , tak payah nak buat gimmick or scandal , people will always talk .

FInally today huda managed to rent a van for our jalan raya on sunday , really looking forward for our outing and our photoshoot , kalau family ade family photo , ni kita ade friendship photo . will post alot and lots of pictures sooon !