:: the breakup ::

Yesterday, i officially broke up with the person who i really tot that im going to spent the rest of my life with, it really do hurt me alot, i was like crying for the whole day but somehow i realise that its a very stupid thing to do , i started to look for answers and causes and wat when wrong in my relationship,.

Yesterday, somewhere around punggol, He decided to choose her over me , and dis is his REASONS for not choosing me

- im too INDEPENDENT
- im too career minded
- im too PERFECT
- everything around me is perfect, good friends and family
- and I HAVE AN EXPENSIVE TASTE

and he kept saying that i deserve a better guy , and im strong to get thru dis , he was praising me all along infront of the OTHER girl . he said that he need someone who needed him , unlike me.

i cant sleep the whole night crying, blaming myself for being independent , and kept asking myself what went wrong.

But today , i realised that somehow is a blessing to me , maybe there is something in store for me in the future, after meeting up with friends, they actually made me felt better , now im seeing it in a positive way , actually its not bad to be independent and not dependent to someone else