korang nak aku update kan, amik ni....

Now im officially

- dont care for other people
- OUT FROM everybody life
- wanted to be the person i was before

Confession....

im happy with the way i am now, and now i noe kenapa, some people doesnt want to be rapat with me lagi, maybe because i ni takde berduit, stupid, and i think im offically out from their list of VIP, tak pe, tak kisah, asal kan korg happy sudah, i maybe cakap i tak kisah dgn dorg semua , but deep inside, im deeply hurt, but gi mampos la, starting from now, i wont care for others, i will onli care for people who amik berat bout me, kalau cakap pasal being a better muslimah, everybody have their own way of being a better muslimah, i think wat im doing is rite, because no one is hurt dengan tingkah laku i, yes, memang i now dah berubah banyak, makin out spoken, makin tak kisah bout other people's feeling, i think im happy doing dis, takde selindung2, no one can judge me sama ada im ni baik or kasi bad influence kat orang, dah besar pikir pakai otak sendiri.

Counting...

soon im going to be 23, less than a month, i dont expect apa2 from sesapa, sebab i have no one lagi, onli kan harap my family and cousins, will celebrating ami's birthday insyaALLAh on the 8 of april. wont be celebrating my birthday sebab i have school, and tuition at night, now my daily routine consist of tuition-school-tuition,paling2 watch movie with aisha and zaf, gi muhammadiyah, do couselling work, 4pm group meeting,merayap with cik noraini no more time nak gi duduk minum teh..maybe once or twice a month need to keluar dinner or breakfast with mummy.

Grade C ustazah....

firstly , i was given grade c because i ade only STE from MUIS, so consider tak bagus sgt la, takpe, i pon dont care , secondly, i never regard myself as an ustazah, sebab i dont feel like an ustazah pon, and sebab i tak layak di panggil ustazah, i tak kasi my student to call me ustazah time tuition or luar dari school, kalau kat school mesti la kan. Ustazah is just a gelaran jer, tidak membuat seseorang tu alim atau pon apa, dia pon manusia biasa, ade kelebiham and kekurangan....some people call me ustazah hip or ustazah clubbing, bukan sesuatu yang patut di banggakan, at least they noe yang i ni flexible, balance. tak perpura-pura like some people



Lastly.....

Dear Bloss, i do miss u also, hahah, dont worry k, i be a good girl, walaupun i dah tak rapat ngan u mcm dulu, tapi kalau apa2 important, u will be the first i inform k, love u and miss u girl



and to sesapa yang block me kat msn tu, tak yah la nak block2, cos i tau jugak korang online.....selamat uh korang...