i blame you for nuthing and forgive you for everything

Dear i noe i have no more right to call u that, tapi aku punya pasal la,

i noe change my password for my email account, but i wont blame u for that, i think ade hikmah disebalik ni semua, ade hikmah for breakng up with u, i felt more close and attached to my family and friends, i still do miss u everyday, but deep inside me i noe, that i deserve someone better than u, sebab i noe u tak guna, dalam quran pon ade tulis, lelaki baik untuk pompan baik, lelaki jahat untuk pompan jahat, so i ni baik, u tu jahat, so tak kena la kan, maybe u tu lelaki jahat.

So i tak kisah la u nak buat apa kan, i noe im going toget someoe better insyaALLAH, AMEEN,i dont mind if u nak still baca my email, bacalaaaaa, sebab i pon selalu check ur mail kan, so fair la kira tu, cuma satu jer, stay out of my life, is up to me i nak date sapa pon, jgn try nak kepo2 k, at least im dating someone better looking, and tak la gemok la, tapi u ngan pompan gemok kan, gemok tu sexy per...baikk uh, ..

ok dear, now im going to repeat the words i selalu cakap kat u la kan...
dear,
i love you
i need you
i miss you
go to hell

p/s: sisters, sorry if word kasar2, terpaksa uh






Yang Ikhlas,

Ustazah Mai

To my dearest sisters....

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu

Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku

Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah

Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku
Banyak kata

Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan

Kepada dirimu
Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkah

Yang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Sepanjang hidupku
Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkahYang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu

Memanggil seluruh ragaku

Ku ingin kau tau

Kuslalu milikmu

Yang mencintaimu

Sepanjang hidupku
Aku ingin engkau slalu

Hadir dan temani aku

Disetiap langkahYang meyakiniku

Kau tercipta untukku

Meski waktu akan mampu

Memanggil seluruh ragaku

Ku ingin kau tau

Kuslalu milikmu

Yang mencintaimu

p/s : i love dis song very much , so i dedicate to my sisters,who always been there for me... :D

need a new life

mimpi him
maybe i missed him badly

print out the catalog from net
tunggu huda mcm buah tak jatuh

went to cik noraini's place for tuition
chat with her about my fellow friends yang takde kerje bila grad nanti
she advised me to join british council


planned with aishah bout our tmrw meeting
gym, gym, gym, gym,
movie,movie
im tired

My Rivals

Dian Aisyah & Musdiyana

Known them for more than 20 years and counting, my rival during chilhood(for attention)...

we stayed inthe same house as a one big happyfamily.. not so happy all the time but..its expected.. hahah.. i'm glad i got the chance to be closer to them.. after all at the end of the day.. family is wat matters..

i luuuuuuvvv them very much

Cousin's wedding

im next on the throne.....muahahahaha

Puteri Gunung Ledang the musical

Nenek

ibu

Aunties

uncles

cousins

and

bibik

we went to watch PGL together !!

Friends Forever

I rasa i ade terlalu banyak groups of frens, every group of frens semua terdiri daripada ppl with different perangai and attitude, ...introducing my best frens since school until now....been together thru up and down of life

Cousins...

I admit, no matter who u are, family is everything .... alhamdulillah coz i have such a lovely cousins yg really care for me, we are very close to each other, there are a few outing organised for cousins besar and kecik, haha, my family is like ade 2 generation of cousins, the kakak2 and abang2, and the little cousins, last week, we organised a picnic for our little cousins at east coast park, haha, dah macam kindergaten outing , sebab banyak sgt budak2!!!!, hahah, as for kita yg besar2, we make and effort to meet up one a month, to chill at samar or maybe to watch movie together....but the we communicate everyday by msn( all my cousins no matter small and big, semua kaki chatting )

Mind Break...a trip to mersing

few weeks ago, i ngan my cousin pergi short holiday to mersing, its a very lovely place, tenang, best place to be when u tgh really really stress :D