:: everybody loves ukasyah ::

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i though by making myself to hate him will make me leave
but it doesn't
the feeling becomes stronger

:: my wishlist ::

Nikon D300

Incredible Me perfume

A diamond Ring

yea, yea , yea, i know its ridiculous , but its MY wish list

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Hi Miss Mai,

We are currently starting out a new batch of photographers as part of our team , Is it possible for us to view your portfolio ?



XXXXX production

:: tolong la faham ::

under this continues stress and unsecured feeling
i just wish that i have the courage to say it straight to his face
about how i feel
Im not asking for anything
Just an assurance
then i wont bother u again

:: mentally prepared ? ::

im not sure whether we are looking and heading in the same direction
O' Allah , i need more signs !

:: horrible ::

i went because i wanted to show some compassion
but it was horrible
it hurt even more
just like rubbing salt to a wound
people dont understand me
but its more worst when i dont understand myself

:: on taking photo at events ::

I'm not a die-hard-fan of them , but i got a good location to shoot their photos

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" what i really cannot take is any form of betrayal "

its been 2 weeks since my dad was hospitalized, nothing to worry, he's enjoying himself
a packed weekend for me
still undecide plans for CNY holiday , so ladies, please make up ur mind !
and i badly miss all my besties !

:: i want this ::

Dear Husburd to be ,
Can i have my wedding video something like dis ?
But i want cik misha to sing it LIVE , can ?

:: loving zapin ::

:: thanks for cheering up my day ::

:: the apple of my eyes ::

My Dearest Nieces , Maryam & Aliyyah
Khala loves the both of you very very much

:: keep holding on ::

i will spend all my time waiting
for a second chance with you

:: parts of life ::

I'm not trying to be "sensative " or " unreasonable"
I don't mind if im not a part of anything
But when u count me in as "sisters" or "bestfriend"
I guess i have every right and deserve to know what is going on

:: MY 2008 ::

:: 2008 ups and downs ::

- first trip to KL with dian and dearest aunty , a happening one and unforgetable
- the whole family drove to KL to attend relatives wedding in KL, a total of 30 peoples staying in a 3 room apartment , imagine that, but its a fun experince for me .
- asissting a guy fren in his outdoor photoshoot at Singapore Zoo .
- My dearest grandfather passed away exactly 1 month from our last trip to KL .
- Fell in love
- Besties suprised me with a birthday dinner .
- Trip to jakarta with my bestie .
- Heartbroken , this experience really open my eyes , from this incident i can see who i can really rely on and whos not
- The birth of Shaik Ukasyah Rayyan , Maryam, Aliyyah ,Eriqa Rindiyani and Muhd Aniq
- Meeting old flame
- Dearest shahirah and faizal got engaged
- Im honoured to be their official photographer for the engagement ceremony
- Dearest Pink got married !
-Besides the night life and the outing, all of that shud sums up my 2008

:: My Weekend with them ::

Aniq
we cooked chilli crab from scratch
and i made philly cheese sandwhich

:: on being left out ::

Sometimes i think i should stop thinking about others
"aku ade pikir pasal orang tapi ade orang pikir pasal aku"
sounds fimiliar?
im going on to that mode again now
thanks and fcuk off !

:: Us, cousins ::