:: uddyn's 9th Birthday ::

if u think im tall , look at my brothers


Blackberry Cheesecake

Enjoying the dessert
Our lepak session, as usual
A Suprised birthday cake for uddyn ,
it was a hush2 thing,
he didnt know the gathering is for him .


Happy Boy
Surrounded by all the brothers who loves him

:: On doing my part and moved on with life ::

What i have done for the past few days ( since i got back from Bangkok to be exact )

- I was so busy with Al Ansar maulid preparation, one of my student are selected to make a presentation for the maulid and i was appointed to guide her . Mariam did a good job , and im proud of her .

- Had a very fruitful meeting with mega express communication .

- An eye opening meeting with tarmizi , once he was a low profile, average and invisible student at aljunied , now he's totally changed, more outspoken , confident . hope to work with u more on our upcoming projects .

- Had a very long chit chat cum supper session with kak yati, kak ita, abg sani husain and his wife at simpang bedok . its been a long time since i met them, tak lama sgt la, the last time is when i watched taukey wayang a musical.

- i missed my bestfriend's fiance birthday celebration due to work commitment , Happy Birthday Dedek !

- My schedule for may until july is fully packed, i have more than 4 events to oraganise , alot of planning , organising, and hiring to be done , currently looking for models can commit with me for 4 days in may and a certified cosmoprof makeup artist .

- Not been attending gym session for a week now , by the time i finished all my work, im too tired to run at the treadmill .

-wrote a confession note.some people might think that what i did is a bit desperate , but i see it as a way for me to release my stress and my wild thoughts that been hunting me since last year , i don't have the courage to penned everything that i felt at first, but after gathering so much guts , i did it ! , i penned every single thoughts and feeling that i had since last year. and i felt a HUGE relieve , yes a huge relieved ! , now i am more productive at work , giving more focus at upcoming projects . i told myself that i dont mind what is the outcome , but still deep inside i was hoping that i wont be experiencing any ""excruciating pain"" outcome . i know that i wont be able to survive another "pain" .

- Had a nice dinner at my favourite place Badoque with someone who-is-potentially-to-be-mr-right-according-to-my-mum , but not to me . ok, im not being choosy, i have my reasons .

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:: why ? why ? why ? ::

He cheated on you,
U stayed faithful to him

He scolded U infront of ur friends
U just keep quiet

He asked u to abort the baby
U followed his instruction

He strangled U while u are sleeping
U forgive Him

Is this what u called love ?
Bullshit !

Jadi pompan jangan jadi bodoh !

:: when she came to town day 2 ::

Not much was done today , except for mengemok kan diri with buffalo wings and shepherd pie, and mug-mugs of coffee . A mini acapella song from keris patih by kak ah for all the other cousins , autograph signing session, but its not fair, she wont sign mine, she said i was merepek , chet !

Told her about "taukey wayang" theater , but she will see her schedule if she can make it . I didn't know that am was a big fan of kak ah , i tot am was more to cik siti's fan .

Went to esplanade to see sexy Mr Brian Mcknight

Tot of makan tulang at beach road, but she afraid that it will stain her braices , takut gigi merah kak ? hahah , she going to appear at Zoom in this sunday at TV2

Had supper at Zam Zam

Most probly will spent time with her again tomorrow before she head back to KL .

:: when she came to town ::

Yesterday , a very close family friend came to town , its been a year i last met her during "Music -Music " finals competition singing her hit song "sembunyi" . This is not her first visit to singapore, her last show her is 2-3 years back when she perform duet with M. Nasir @ esplanade. Ok she the one and only misha omar .

So yesterday, she came to singapore as " kak ah " not misha , my aunt fetched from the airport and they proceed to taka for breakfast and i met them for coffee , we had a very long chat at starbucks wisma , talking about life experience , up and downs of life , about she telling me to persue my dreams and go all out for what i believe in, and of course,ade nangis2 session which is also known as "neng yatimah session" . We proceed to Lucky plaza to find her a hair wig , she needed it for her upcoming shows ,i encountered my first experience to see when an artist got ambushed by fans , but to me is more like "tailong mintak hutang " , we were walking and talking and suddenly a young lady just grab kak ah's hand and pull her aside, i was shocked at first , but u have to see kak ah's face, lagi shocking !, hahaha, and reality hits me, that im actually walking with a public figure .

Another funny incident happened when we took the "singapore duck tour" , we bought the tix as Malaysian, but when we rode the "duck" we told the tour guide that were are from philippines , its kak Ah's idea, because the tour guide is a malay, but again, siapa tak kenal misha omar kan , so the tour guide came to us and asked, kak ah denied it at first, but bila finish the tour, she meet that tour giude and confessed ,of course, the tour guide pon excited ar .

We had our dinner at marina , and observe the sunset from the open space at the food court, its soo beautiful, then came dian to join us for dinner. At first we planned to bring her to arab street , to experience the atmosphere there but again ..... kene ambushed lagik

around 9 we went to starbucks near orchard hotel for coffee.this time, cik nyen and cik ashar also joined us .

we went to hard rock cafe around 11pm to watch kumar's show , pecah perut k , should watch it again, we did enjoy our nite.

Today going to be another day, we going to "masak-masak", one of our family traditions, might be cooking buffalo wings and shepherd's pie , and going to watch, Brian Mcknight concert tonite with the aunties and kak ah .

p/s : didn't take many pictures because i felt unappropriate to take her pictures for personal gain .

:: Happy Birthday Ibu ::

thanks for being the best mother ever

:: the apple of my eyes ::

My Dearest Nieces , Maryam & Aliyyah
Khala loves the both of you very very much

:: 2008 ups and downs ::

- first trip to KL with dian and dearest aunty , a happening one and unforgetable
- the whole family drove to KL to attend relatives wedding in KL, a total of 30 peoples staying in a 3 room apartment , imagine that, but its a fun experince for me .
- asissting a guy fren in his outdoor photoshoot at Singapore Zoo .
- My dearest grandfather passed away exactly 1 month from our last trip to KL .
- Fell in love
- Besties suprised me with a birthday dinner .
- Trip to jakarta with my bestie .
- Heartbroken , this experience really open my eyes , from this incident i can see who i can really rely on and whos not
- The birth of Shaik Ukasyah Rayyan , Maryam, Aliyyah ,Eriqa Rindiyani and Muhd Aniq
- Meeting old flame
- Dearest shahirah and faizal got engaged
- Im honoured to be their official photographer for the engagement ceremony
- Dearest Pink got married !
-Besides the night life and the outing, all of that shud sums up my 2008

:: Eriqa Rindiyani ::

:: Eriqa Rindiyani ::

My sweet little niece
Eriqa Rindiyani
more pictures to be uploaded ..

:: all the same ::

Some bad rumours about me being spread right now saying that i "pilih kasih"
but its not true
i love all my cousins equally
i may be the fierce one among all the "kakak2" , but being fierce doesn't mean i dont care
Lillah , i love my family

:: i will be away ::

Its just the matter of time before i leave everything , i'm tired of being here , swallowing everybody's negative thoughts , pretending as if im ok , seeing people come and go , being left alone , being used to benefit others .

I felt stupid for not leaving earlier , i cared too much about other people's feeling but do they care about mine ? Heck No !

&

No , i'm not being sensitive

&

Yes , i love my family ,girlfriends and bestfriends alot
i'm nothing without them

:: On being super sensitive ::

Some people are just super sensitive

But they are in BIG denial

unfortunately , i met 2 of these species today

:: Family chalet 2008 ::

:: Eid Mubarak 2008 ::