:: sorry ::

For friends who patiently waiting for the pictures to be uploaded
i'm so sorry
jangan kata belom edit, upload to computer pon belom, still in SD card
i'm so sorry
been very busy
Hope U understand

Love U !

:: why ? why ? why ? ::

He cheated on you,
U stayed faithful to him

He scolded U infront of ur friends
U just keep quiet

He asked u to abort the baby
U followed his instruction

He strangled U while u are sleeping
U forgive Him

Is this what u called love ?
Bullshit !

Jadi pompan jangan jadi bodoh !

:: i really looking forward to ..... ::

Im really looking forward to these events :

1 ) Ubin photoshoot

2) Ibu's Birthday

3) Shira's Birthday

4) Theater "tauke wayang " , Mr Am first debut on acting theater .

5 ) Fiza Teddie's Birthday

6) Am's bestfriend pre-wedding photoshoot

7 ) Of course, My birthday

8 ) Bangkok trip with am, syahid, yanto, shira, faizal and yani .


and of course, between these events , im looking forward to my besties and single's club lepak sessions, watching movies and my photography understudy program . *wink*wink*

:: 2008 ups and downs ::

- first trip to KL with dian and dearest aunty , a happening one and unforgetable
- the whole family drove to KL to attend relatives wedding in KL, a total of 30 peoples staying in a 3 room apartment , imagine that, but its a fun experince for me .
- asissting a guy fren in his outdoor photoshoot at Singapore Zoo .
- My dearest grandfather passed away exactly 1 month from our last trip to KL .
- Fell in love
- Besties suprised me with a birthday dinner .
- Trip to jakarta with my bestie .
- Heartbroken , this experience really open my eyes , from this incident i can see who i can really rely on and whos not
- The birth of Shaik Ukasyah Rayyan , Maryam, Aliyyah ,Eriqa Rindiyani and Muhd Aniq
- Meeting old flame
- Dearest shahirah and faizal got engaged
- Im honoured to be their official photographer for the engagement ceremony
- Dearest Pink got married !
-Besides the night life and the outing, all of that shud sums up my 2008

:: i will be away ::

Its just the matter of time before i leave everything , i'm tired of being here , swallowing everybody's negative thoughts , pretending as if im ok , seeing people come and go , being left alone , being used to benefit others .

I felt stupid for not leaving earlier , i cared too much about other people's feeling but do they care about mine ? Heck No !

&

No , i'm not being sensitive

&

Yes , i love my family ,girlfriends and bestfriends alot
i'm nothing without them

:: marlina a.k.a pink's wedding ::

:: am , im , um, bum, bim , bum ::

Its only Monday and Tuesday and i have a lot of happening things happened to me , and i am enjoying it, beside the hairline crack i had on my ankle , yes, i so called "sprained " my ankle semasa saya cuba untuk menunjukkan perasaan marah terhadap seseorang , and u know who u are , ok i admit, at that point , i was really mad at you , but im not anymore, thanks for cheering me up . Your irritating acts and sarcastic comments always cheer me up, hope u can "tahan" my crankiness due to my "disablement " .

Been chatting with someone who is freakishly huge ( seriously, but in a good way, bukan la buruk mcm shrek ke apa ), good looking and very talented , the way he respond to our conversation really change my perspective of him being "somebody yang sombong and lupa daratan " , and i enjoyed chatting with him, kuang kuang kuang

Meet up with girlfriends for iftar , and let the pics do the talking , but it seems semua gambar i, ahaha









,

:: untitled ::

the people around me knows that im going to be there for them when they need me
but i dont feel the same way for them

:: Blessed ::

Aku sangkakan harapan selembut impian
Yang menguliti tidur insan
Kiranya kehidupan tidak sedemikian
Goyah hatiku oleh kenyataan
Tak harus kuturuti kelemahan diri
Tak daya bertahan diuji
Lalu aku mengumpulkan semula kekuatan
Berlandaskan keimanan...


had a very busy week
M5 is surely killing me bit by bit
i found the true meaning of friendship
thanks to them
im blessed to have friends like u gals
i really appreciate it

September Pictures

:: sanah helwa ya habibati !! ::

Sanah Helwa YA Habibati !!!
To my dearest Blossom and Baby Nur
Semoga di panjang kan umur
Dimurahkan Rezeki
Disenangkan Perjalanan Dalam Menuntut Ilmu
I love dearest sister, lillah
** Hugs **

hey ! , i need a complete picture of us, Baby nur is always missing .... we need to have another photoshoot urgently !!

i just want u to noe

i can tell u everything
i can act normally araound u
i can show u my true colours

u are a secret sharer
u are a great consultant
u are a comfort giver

we give each other great advice
we help each other thru up and downs
we give each other make up tips
we shop for each other
we dont compliment each other

i begin to realise
how much u care for me
i maybe the most upredictable-attitude-arrogant-women
but all of u can tolerate me
you know as well as i do

All of you will always piut in a special place in my heart
As my best friend
But most of all
As a sister of mine
and i need all of you
Till the day i die

dedicated to my sister, blossom, tedd, pink and baby nur

a night @ KL

last friday, bloss and i went to KL for a short trip, as a result of dis plan-jadi-tak jadi-and-pergi-tak jadi pergi , ive gain 2 kg in one night, but, i really enjoy eating ( if nak tgk pic, gi dis webby, www.withinmyneurons.blogspot.com) and enjoy myself, dis is the first time bloss and i spent time together without the other sisters, we went to damansara new shopping centre, "the curve" , buat foot spa, and makan kat TGIF , then we head back to bukit bintang, then we went to BB Bistro as usual for the live band performance, gitu gini gitu gini, jalan2 jalan, we headed back to hotel ard 3am.

nuthing much lepas tu, melainkan jalan2 kat KLCC the next day, makan and makan lagi



i really need a break again, dis time not KL, i nak NZ jugak, i dont care, nak gi NZ jugak !!!!!

KL trip 29 & 30 april 2007

Alhamdulillah, at last our long-overdue-trip that we planned about a year ago, terjadi juga..hee, it was a wonderful experience for us, no curfew, so we simply enjoy ourselves sampai tak telarat,as for me, seriously, i think dis is the most meaningful experince for me, i appreciate the sisterhood that we had together. makin sayang i kat korang , heehee, not forgetting also, i really nak say sorry for the "mood" i ade on the second day of the trip, the flu really getting on my nerves, but alhamdulillah we manage to enjoy ourselves.

After check in hotel, we take a stroll at Bukit Bintang, all of us managed to get ( get eh, wah piang !! ingat free ker, BELI LA) one make up and lipstick from MAC, eh, kita boleh jadi spokesperson for MAC , Clinique and Body Shop tau, since all of us pakai thier product, heehee.

We experinced a few things together, naik " eye on malaysia" , i just donno wat makes me feel so scared during the ride, maybe because of the " mood", i got to experince how my sisters get "jakon "bila naik monorail and putra when nak pergi ke KLCC, oh ya, dis is the first time for pink to got close and personal with KL actually..so dis trip must be very experincing for her.

Huhu... some of us experince the "nite life" for the first time, duduk duduk, lepak kat BB Bistro, hearing to the live band there , then Bro Muadz told Bloss that we can also experince live band at Lotus@ Nikko hotel, we took a cab there, tapi.... Lotus bukan la kat dalam NIkko Hotel tapi kedai mamak yg terletak di tepi jalan hotel tersebut.... Then we took a cab to Kampung Bahru nak cari jagung bakar, tapi yang dapat jagung rebus.next we proceed to Dataran merdeka to take pictures there

the nite is still young so we went back to BB Bistro for the live band again, we were there until 2am , tu pon pasal band dah stop main, and kedai nak tutup, kalau tak , kita mesti mendangok lagi kat situ !

On the second day, kita pergi Cosmoworld!, ah ah cosmo world, amusement park ! , tempat yang budak budak selalu pergi... tapi ni time bukan budak-budak yang pergi, but , mak budak and kakak budak.. and kita naik the 7 storey roller coaster ! ! , it supposed to be something yg i suka, i really enjoyed the ride when i go with my family last year, i think i took the ride for more than 10 times, but due to my " mood" , i got irritated with the ride bila naik for the second time.

Nothing interesting happened at petaling street, melainkan shopping !

i tau dis entry mcm haywire sikit, sebab i tgh haywire jugak, high fever tapi still nak tulis dis entry, heehee

Bloss, Pink and Teddie

I love and I Need all of You