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KL trip 29 & 30 april 2007

Alhamdulillah, at last our long-overdue-trip that we planned about a year ago, terjadi juga..hee, it was a wonderful experience for us, no curfew, so we simply enjoy ourselves sampai tak telarat,as for me, seriously, i think dis is the most meaningful experince for me, i appreciate the sisterhood that we had together. makin sayang i kat korang , heehee, not forgetting also, i really nak say sorry for the "mood" i ade on the second day of the trip, the flu really getting on my nerves, but alhamdulillah we manage to enjoy ourselves.

After check in hotel, we take a stroll at Bukit Bintang, all of us managed to get ( get eh, wah piang !! ingat free ker, BELI LA) one make up and lipstick from MAC, eh, kita boleh jadi spokesperson for MAC , Clinique and Body Shop tau, since all of us pakai thier product, heehee.

We experinced a few things together, naik " eye on malaysia" , i just donno wat makes me feel so scared during the ride, maybe because of the " mood", i got to experince how my sisters get "jakon "bila naik monorail and putra when nak pergi ke KLCC, oh ya, dis is the first time for pink to got close and personal with KL actually..so dis trip must be very experincing for her.

Huhu... some of us experince the "nite life" for the first time, duduk duduk, lepak kat BB Bistro, hearing to the live band there , then Bro Muadz told Bloss that we can also experince live band at Lotus@ Nikko hotel, we took a cab there, tapi.... Lotus bukan la kat dalam NIkko Hotel tapi kedai mamak yg terletak di tepi jalan hotel tersebut.... Then we took a cab to Kampung Bahru nak cari jagung bakar, tapi yang dapat jagung rebus.next we proceed to Dataran merdeka to take pictures there

the nite is still young so we went back to BB Bistro for the live band again, we were there until 2am , tu pon pasal band dah stop main, and kedai nak tutup, kalau tak , kita mesti mendangok lagi kat situ !

On the second day, kita pergi Cosmoworld!, ah ah cosmo world, amusement park ! , tempat yang budak budak selalu pergi... tapi ni time bukan budak-budak yang pergi, but , mak budak and kakak budak.. and kita naik the 7 storey roller coaster ! ! , it supposed to be something yg i suka, i really enjoyed the ride when i go with my family last year, i think i took the ride for more than 10 times, but due to my " mood" , i got irritated with the ride bila naik for the second time.

Nothing interesting happened at petaling street, melainkan shopping !

i tau dis entry mcm haywire sikit, sebab i tgh haywire jugak, high fever tapi still nak tulis dis entry, heehee

Bloss, Pink and Teddie

I love and I Need all of You

BUSY busy BUSY busy

for the past 2 weeks

everybody seems to be very busy

my dear cousin busy studying for her final year exam

ida also busy with her work

ami busy with his training and sleeping schedule

pink memang forever busy, dari dulu lagi

bloss memang busy uh, tak boleh disalahkan, mafhum je la kan

fiza lagi busy, dari pagi ke ptg busy ngan hp, lepas kul 9 malam dia busy ngan lappy

its seems that semua orang busy

i pon busy

tapi kan

i boleh jumpa my girlfrens for "lepaking"@ plaza singapura

i can still have time to "merayaping"

i still have enuff time to "tidoring"

haha, maybe i ni tak cukup busy like them

last saturday was my last class for wedding cake decoration

i got a few orders for mother's day, children's day, and birthday cupcakes for huda in september

apa lagi eh nak cakap

i miss ida, tsaqib and ami, it been 2 weeks when i last met them

im tired

i wanna watch movie

but all my girlfrens not movie kakis

apa lagi eh

i miss arab street

apa lagi eh

i miss my dad

apa lagi ehh

hah! yg ni penting

7 more days to go

apalagi, gi KL lar...

sesungguhnya bahasa melayu yg di "omputehkan" dlm blog ini adalah hasil usaha bloss, pink and teddie,jika terdapat kesalahan atau perkataan itu berleluasa , amat mereka kesali.

KL trip

yey! yey !

nak dekat gi KL !

hee hee

Fondant

a year older

Syukran to all these people who wish me for my birthday

- kak siti -

- sis fiza -

- sis erni -

- sis marlina -

- sis nur -

- sis hanaa -

- cik nyen -

- cik yanti -

- cik lin -

- aisyah -

- yanti -

- farhana -

- yana -

- busu salbiah -

- ida -

- syazwan -

- syahrul -

- dian Aishah -

- farhan -

- zafreena -

- oshin -

- diana -

- ayah -

- ibu -

- nana -

- bro yaraa

thanks for the spa treatment dear, i really didn't expect many suprises from you, thanks for remembering.

thanks blossom for the birthday present, heehee , walaupun it @ the end of the month

KL here we come..................

Cupcakes !!!

lawa tak? hehe

my last message for u .... and stop botherng me again

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Light are low, the curtains down
Theres no one here

Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when theres no one around
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star

Ive always been in love with you
I guess youve always known its true
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where youre breaking my heart
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown

Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played
No more masquerade, youre one lonely star
one lonely star and you dont know who you are
Say good-bye [All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
But how was I to know which way the story go
How was I to know youd break

You break my heart
Ive always been in love with you

-- .. ME .. --

suka- suka jer letak gambar...

so tgk je la k

them....

My Lovely Girls

Nurul Thahirah

Nur Saudatul Farah

Nurul Tsurayah

Saidah and Tsaqib

Ami......

important people in my life

im enjoying every single moment i spent with u guys

thanks for all the concern and support

tak sabar nak jumpa korang besok !!!

zaman cute...

Ibrahim, Huzali, Fitri
Dis pic, time dorg about kindergaten level
now semua dah besar- besar, tak cute lagi
i miss those time when the 3 of them were kids..
i love them alot
Brothers,
if u reading dis, i just want u to noe, i love u very much, walaupun korang selalu kene marah , i think almost everyday, but apa kakak buat its for ur own good, love u all dearly...

my dad

someone i respect

someone who loves me very much

someone who always by my side

i will miss u badly

infact sekarang jer i dah miss him(padahal my dad on night shift)

Love u Ayah

korang nak aku update kan, amik ni....

Now im officially

- dont care for other people
- OUT FROM everybody life
- wanted to be the person i was before

Confession....

im happy with the way i am now, and now i noe kenapa, some people doesnt want to be rapat with me lagi, maybe because i ni takde berduit, stupid, and i think im offically out from their list of VIP, tak pe, tak kisah, asal kan korg happy sudah, i maybe cakap i tak kisah dgn dorg semua , but deep inside, im deeply hurt, but gi mampos la, starting from now, i wont care for others, i will onli care for people who amik berat bout me, kalau cakap pasal being a better muslimah, everybody have their own way of being a better muslimah, i think wat im doing is rite, because no one is hurt dengan tingkah laku i, yes, memang i now dah berubah banyak, makin out spoken, makin tak kisah bout other people's feeling, i think im happy doing dis, takde selindung2, no one can judge me sama ada im ni baik or kasi bad influence kat orang, dah besar pikir pakai otak sendiri.

Counting...

soon im going to be 23, less than a month, i dont expect apa2 from sesapa, sebab i have no one lagi, onli kan harap my family and cousins, will celebrating ami's birthday insyaALLAh on the 8 of april. wont be celebrating my birthday sebab i have school, and tuition at night, now my daily routine consist of tuition-school-tuition,paling2 watch movie with aisha and zaf, gi muhammadiyah, do couselling work, 4pm group meeting,merayap with cik noraini no more time nak gi duduk minum teh..maybe once or twice a month need to keluar dinner or breakfast with mummy.

Grade C ustazah....

firstly , i was given grade c because i ade only STE from MUIS, so consider tak bagus sgt la, takpe, i pon dont care , secondly, i never regard myself as an ustazah, sebab i dont feel like an ustazah pon, and sebab i tak layak di panggil ustazah, i tak kasi my student to call me ustazah time tuition or luar dari school, kalau kat school mesti la kan. Ustazah is just a gelaran jer, tidak membuat seseorang tu alim atau pon apa, dia pon manusia biasa, ade kelebiham and kekurangan....some people call me ustazah hip or ustazah clubbing, bukan sesuatu yang patut di banggakan, at least they noe yang i ni flexible, balance. tak perpura-pura like some people



Lastly.....

Dear Bloss, i do miss u also, hahah, dont worry k, i be a good girl, walaupun i dah tak rapat ngan u mcm dulu, tapi kalau apa2 important, u will be the first i inform k, love u and miss u girl



and to sesapa yang block me kat msn tu, tak yah la nak block2, cos i tau jugak korang online.....selamat uh korang...

awkward reunion

meet him at mc donald lido while waiting for others to come
it was really awkward situation
tak kene gaya
then she came
dorg tak berbual,dah jadi makin tak kene gaya
she wanted to start conversation with him, but tak dilayan
the guy keep talking to me, ignoring her
dia dah put me in a very difficult situation
i really donno wat to do , both of them are my frens
then came all the others
we decide to go to lau pa sat
dari situ la prob start
i noe its my mistake sebab tompang moto dia
he purposely using me to get her jealous,
sengaja bawak moto laju2 so that i will hug him
and yes, i do hug him, that is my mistake
kat lau pa sat, she didnt talk to me at all,she ignore me
my best fren ignore me
then came another prob
he purposely put his hands kat pinggang
i was shocked


now, im in deep trouble, he told her that we going to get engaged dis april
and she totally believe it
she wont pick up my calls, wont hear my explanation



my life is falling apart

a few updates

-mak long passed away 2 days ago after suffering from colon cancer
- i won't be joining my family in Abu Dhabi as i just sign a 4 years bond
-will have a busy weekend, preparing cupcakes for Oshin's Birthday Party
- i spent the whole morning at Tampines Library yesterday
- looking forward to spent the whole day with an tmrw.
- i miss aishah and diyana badly




my life is falling apart

falling apart

my previous entry should be my last entry
but i have no choice
i need to penned down everything
i have no one to talk to
and i rather be alone

i've gained 5kg
dah nearly 2 mths tak go gym
im getting fatter and uglier,seriously

i'm starting to miss him again
badly

im starting to hate my life
i really do,seriously

for people who is reading dis
i need no sympathy, comment, or any advice from u
there is so much anger inside of me
so much pain
hatred


i wish i can just kill someone
or
maybe i can run away to another country, start a new life alone
or
maybe i just go to bahrain
or
maybe i just accept the fate that written for me


everybody deserve to be happy
but not me
im confused


my life is falling apart

They asked for it ...

havent update my blog for nearly 2 weeks, here some update bout me : -

- been doing alot of thinking

- realised who is a true fren and whos not

- i think i should be more secretive bout my life

- start think bout myself ( kalau dulu selalu pikir bout other ppl feelings, but now, wat the heck..... )

- i think (80%) i should move to Abu Dhabi with my parents, start a new life there, 0 frens

- get my life busy

- NO one can tell me that i should change, im happy with the way i am

-being doing solat istikharah tu mintak pentunjuk sama ada i should acce[t the job @ Bahrain

- been really upset,cos some people tot that im going after her hubby

- and yg paling sedih is when a fren yg i kenal from primary sch accused me of ruining her relationship with her bf ( now her ex )

-so the conclusion of all dis is, not to trust sesapa, trust your self, jgn dengar cakap org, jgn pikir pasal org, pikir diri sendiri, i think its better for me to be my old self, secretive, sensitive and super duper selfish

- dis may be may be my last entry

wallahu a'lam,