:: ipooooooooood ::

i lost my ipod in bangkok
last seen, in hotel room

and its a birthday present from my aunt, exactly one year after she bought it for me
aarrgghh

:: On doing my part and moved on with life ::

What i have done for the past few days ( since i got back from Bangkok to be exact )

- I was so busy with Al Ansar maulid preparation, one of my student are selected to make a presentation for the maulid and i was appointed to guide her . Mariam did a good job , and im proud of her .

- Had a very fruitful meeting with mega express communication .

- An eye opening meeting with tarmizi , once he was a low profile, average and invisible student at aljunied , now he's totally changed, more outspoken , confident . hope to work with u more on our upcoming projects .

- Had a very long chit chat cum supper session with kak yati, kak ita, abg sani husain and his wife at simpang bedok . its been a long time since i met them, tak lama sgt la, the last time is when i watched taukey wayang a musical.

- i missed my bestfriend's fiance birthday celebration due to work commitment , Happy Birthday Dedek !

- My schedule for may until july is fully packed, i have more than 4 events to oraganise , alot of planning , organising, and hiring to be done , currently looking for models can commit with me for 4 days in may and a certified cosmoprof makeup artist .

- Not been attending gym session for a week now , by the time i finished all my work, im too tired to run at the treadmill .

-wrote a confession note.some people might think that what i did is a bit desperate , but i see it as a way for me to release my stress and my wild thoughts that been hunting me since last year , i don't have the courage to penned everything that i felt at first, but after gathering so much guts , i did it ! , i penned every single thoughts and feeling that i had since last year. and i felt a HUGE relieve , yes a huge relieved ! , now i am more productive at work , giving more focus at upcoming projects . i told myself that i dont mind what is the outcome , but still deep inside i was hoping that i wont be experiencing any ""excruciating pain"" outcome . i know that i wont be able to survive another "pain" .

- Had a nice dinner at my favourite place Badoque with someone who-is-potentially-to-be-mr-right-according-to-my-mum , but not to me . ok, im not being choosy, i have my reasons .

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:: Bangkok Day 4 ::

:: Bangkok Day 2 ::

:: Bangkok Day 1 ::

::randomthoughts::

i'm sick and tired of people telling me how choosy i am
now im blogging about this topic because i want people to know how i felt
is it wrong for me to have my own criteria ?
all i wanted in a guy is
someone who can understands me ,
loves me as who i am ,
able to accept my family ,
a guy who can lift up my spirit when I'm down ,
someone who loves to travel
someone who have the same mindset with me ,
someone who is busy enough to understand my busyness
but for now

i'm looking for someone who have the same vision with me,

that's the most importantly

:: thanks for the memories ::

To :

Syahid . Indayani , Maryantie, Aryanto & Hambali

Thanks for the happening trip and memorable trip

we should do it again !!

minus the drama mama

:: rioting .....in mind and thoughts ::

From this experience

I can see their true colours

:: hello people ::

i'm turning 25 less in 24 hours
so stop fooling me around
i'm not stupid k
i'm not going to sit around and wait for you

:: im touched ::

"please spare some time for me even when u're married k"

awww.... so sweet .....

Don't worry dear , i will always have time and will be there for u always , InsyaALLAH

:: sorry ::

For friends who patiently waiting for the pictures to be uploaded
i'm so sorry
jangan kata belom edit, upload to computer pon belom, still in SD card
i'm so sorry
been very busy
Hope U understand

Love U !

:: angry entry ::

This is going to be a very long angry entry , I'm not having my pms or anything related to it , but i guess i just cannot take it anymore , i need to voice it out .

I purposely canceled my tuition so i can spent time with u , u have been complaining that I've been very busy , so for the sake of friendship, i canceled my tuition because of u , and u simply canceled our meeting because u want to spent time with u bf ? hello ! , you've been seeing him like 5-6 times a week , still can't get enough of him ?

bullshit ! ,

i know he's your everything , but come on , he still have his lepak session with his guy friends, he still play soccer with his friends , did he canceled his meeting with his friends because of u ? HELL NO ! , boleh gado if u asked him to canceled his meeting with his friends. .
We ladies make guys our priority , been there, done that ! , but do u really thinks that he thinks the same way like we did ? Another HELL NO !

Im not angry because my friend cancelled her meeting with me .

I dont understand why some people acted like this

"sorry la, been busy lately " yes, i know ,ive been saying the same things to some friends, but the reality is , I AM BUSY , i work, i teach , i counsel, i do freelancing , i just started my own business , i'm a PA to brain gym trainer . My free night are only on saturday , by the time its saturday night, pancit already to lepak around with friends .

But some people punya busy is , lepak with boyfriend, spent time with boyfriend , watch movie with boyfriend , boyfriend takde kene reservist, go holiday with friends ,kau jugak yg mati akal, tak tahu nak buat apa, then u started to search for anyone who is available to "teman " u . Do you think is fair for ur friend ?

Again , seperti kacang lupakan kulit ....


I do have special some too, but i dont let the "cinta buta" syndrome to ruin my daily life , my relationship with all my friends , have ur priorities la babe !

I'm not pointing at anyone , but tolong la pikir pakai akal yang waras . Don't let the stupid syndrome ruin our life and our friendship .

:: Ibu Kata ::

This Morning


Me : Ibu, i dont like this milk

Ibu : Why ?

Me : Sebab this milk rasa mcm susu .

Ibu : Ok , u need to see the doctor soon , u behave differently these days

Me : huh ?


People around me says that i've been acting strange lately , i admit, sejak sekarang2 ni, i selalu terlupa to do things i should do.